Saturday, October 15, 2011

想念

那感觉又找上门了
我我我。。。想你了!

My Dear Rebekah... T-T
I miss you so much...Can you hear me...

去年的今天,15-10-2010
是个难熬的一天 接到难以接受的消息
来不及的道别  瞬间那声“喂”就成了我们的诀别

那一年,事情整整一年了,一周年
还是依然时而想起与你的点点滴滴
我不知道要向谁说,更不懂要怎么释怀想念你的意念
往往陪我到天明的只有泪
为什么是你?
至今我还在一而再的问自己,为什么
然而,这像是个迷题,永远没有答案

想念你那微弱细腻斯文的声音
想念你那诡异木偶坏掉般的笑声
想念你那双爱笑的眼睛
想念你那双老爱流手汗的手心
想念与你并肩牵手逛街的日子
想念你那疯狂血拼得意的样子
想念你在比我早起的早晨,我在睡眠中可闻到香水的味道
想念你驾车载我们到处游玩的时光
想念你在我难过伤心时安慰我的话
想念和你聊天聊到睡着的每一个晚上
想念你告诉我你和他的故事
想念你的细心及从不拒绝地借我A4 paper..
想念和你一起走路去吃那RM1.50 的椰桨饭
想念和你一起小组聚会的时光
想念你每次分享你的心情你的家事
想念那日我们两人手牵手为你姐姐祷告
想念你为我庆祝的每一个生日
想念你坐在我床上和我一起看戏的时光
想念和你一起走路去打保龄球的日子
想念和你一起在房间自恋地自拍
想念和你嘻嘻哈哈的Orientation 日子
想念那段和你一起互相扶持的日子
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我知道我说再多的想念
你都不可能回到我们身边

对不起  亲爱的“妈咪”
对不起  没珍惜与你的交情
对不起  在你病时没多关心你
对不起  在你需要时没去陪你
对不起  在你累时没去体谅你
对不起  在你难过时没去安慰你

我信,我们会在天家团聚
到时你会原谅我,接纳我,再做你好姐妹吗

此刻的我好心痛   
希望你在天上能开心做你喜欢的事
我很想再去看你。。我一定会再去看你
很想大声对你说
我是真的很想很想你!






Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Randomly Update

It's already week 5 of this semester..
Times flies... and i am still like a immature Final year student 
Lazy, relaxing, aimless, sometime hopeless..and bla bla bla (something negative)..
Dunno how to start my FYP...so, miracle please....
Good Luck to my all fyp friends.. Lets work hard together..


Just get my FYP log book and buku panduan of fyp since last week.
Hmm.. All i lack of is TIMES..
If time can be measured, i need TONS of time to digest the info/ datasheet for my fyp...
Something/someone please cure my laziness..=P
Besides time, i also need source of intelligence, TcP please borrow me!  T^T

OK, stop the fyp topic which spoilt the mood..
Just share something interesting in my recent life..
Now i am reading a book, entitled, "Gentleness is your greatest strength"
I think i am not gentle enough so i try to gain some tips to be gentle through the book.
Will share some comments if i finish reading it. =)


I get this cube since 1st week of this semester, a little gift from miss Nana.
I knew it can be "transform" into a flower, but stupid me dunno how to make it


And every time i look at the cube, i will think about the logo of "Talkbox" application
See...look alike right?
Haha, i know i have quite a good imagination sometime..lol 

Finally, last week i went Nana's house and ask her how to "transform" the cube into a flower
So, i tried it
See, the result
Erm..i know i am not expert enough in handwork but at least the leaves are obviously seen
But the petals failed la... it should be look nicer than this. =P
Flower..hmm..failed flower..=)


Spend whole noon at Nana's house last Saturday
and her neighbour kid come to play with her
OmG, they can communicate well.
(the little kid is just 6/ 7 years old only)
They talk about the pets..
And he bring along his little doggy whose named "MEI CHEE"
I was like "WHAT?" when Nana used to call it as "Mei Chee"
Haha..They are so cute.


Nana's tortoises (乌龟)
I dunno their names .=X

The kid also bring along his Turtle (鳖)
He keep asking Nana to put the tortoises together with his turtle
But Nana said the turtle will bite her tortoises
Lastly, he gave one of his seashells to Nana's tortoises
He is quite a cute child.. lol


Thanks peggy and Nana bring me to their house and play and sleep(nap) there

Lastly, end my post with my recent pic
Ugly me with a huge pimple at the bottom of my lips.
ISh....Please ignore that, the main point of sharing this pic is..
Wanna introduce my new room mate..
MONEY  TANG  (look at the back)
 Hee..hee...... =P =P
Description?? Hmm... Super Funny, Naive, Cute!




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好歌推荐:

洪卓立 鍾舒漫 - 傻瓜





洪:要不是突然看到你眼睛會说话 也許不會對你装傻
鍾:所以我決定收下 你的花 相信你 說的每句話 
洪:是你讓我的心跳每秒鐘快幾下 突然想吻你的面頰 
鍾:所以我閉上雙眼 幻想著 期待那些浪漫佳話 花前月下 
洪:你也在想我嗎 
鍾:你和我一樣嗎 
洪:如果愛真的來臨 
合:我們會牽手迎接嗎 
洪:我是傻瓜 雨聲嘩嘩 晚風沙沙 
鍾:想到未來還是有點害怕 
洪:我會陪在你身邊 每個今天 
鍾:可是明天你會不會愛上新的她 
洪:我是傻瓜 雨聲嘩嘩 晚風沙沙 
鍾:未知的路 我們是否 要一起出發 
合:海角天涯 一直到青春變成白髮 
鍾:我只希望你 
洪:只希望你 
合:叫我傻瓜
洪:我是傻瓜 雨聲嘩嘩 晚風沙沙
鍾:想到未來還是有點害怕 
洪:我會送你一個家 也許不大 
鍾:但是足夠把我們的 夢想都裝下 
洪:大傻瓜 雨聲嘩嘩 晚風沙沙
鍾:未知的路 我們是否 要一起出發 
合:海角天涯 一直到青春變成白髮
鍾:我只希望你 
洪:只希望你 
合:叫我傻瓜   原來一世聰明 為你變傻 

Sunday, October 9, 2011

渔夫与渔网

突然有感触,想说个故事
有个渔夫,他拥有个渔网,每日都靠这渔网捕鱼为生
因为常用这渔网捕鱼,所以用久了,渐渐不珍惜了
渔夫常为了贪自己方便,懒得把渔网小心收藏
于是,就随便乱放
渔网眼见主人如此的不在乎,很是难过
最后,渔网终于破了个洞,
渔夫急忙补救,缝补后立志要好好珍惜且收藏这渔网

奈何破了的渔网在有裂缝的情况下
仍承受不了鱼只的重量的压力
又很快的破了
再多的缝补,即使渔网想回到最新的自己也都不能了
剩下的,也只是将这坏了的渔网给丢弃

这是个双输的故事
渔夫失去了能为他捕获鱼只的渔网
渔网失去了一个开始珍惜它的主人

最终落得两败俱伤,只好不欢而散
彼此失去了对自己重要的东西是故事中最悲的结局
后悔?有得后悔吗?时间能否倒退到渔网还未破的时候吗?

学习珍惜眼前的人事物
以免渔夫与渔网的故事重复
到时候,就是我们自己演变成愚夫的故事了吧!



by Me
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